I Use to Hate You with All My Love ©

I use to hate you with all my love.

 

My life was broken, my spirit was crushed.

The day you decided he was worth more than us.

 

I use to hate you with all my love.

I use to cry at the thought of you without me.

I use to hurt with every memory of what I went through.

 

You were a toxin that burned my soul.

The marks you left there will never grow old.

 

I use to hate you with all my love.

I use to die a little each day remembering you and me that way.

I use to crawl through the boundaries of my skin, hating you more then I hated him.

 

You were the light that made my dark night bright.

The sound of your voice would release all my fright.

 

I use to hate you with all my love.

I use to crave your arms around me, telling me you’ll never leave.

I use to dream of a time, that you were here and your heart was mine.

 

The day he hurt me, I will never retrieve.

The light from my soul that he took I will forever grieve.

 

I use to hate you with all my love.

I use to hate him for taking me and you.

I use to run from my mind and every thought of you.

 

At my door angst awaits, on the steps it takes it’s shape.

I will not turn it away, I will let it in and I not be afraid.

 

I use to hate you with all my love.

I use to…

 

Now I love you with all and no hate.

Forgiveness is a beautiful thing.

 

I use to hate you with all my love.

-END-

© A. C. A. (aka Aletheia Dasein)

*The picture in post does not belong to me, I don’t know the original artist or I would give credit. It’s lovely.