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I Use to Hate You with All My Love ©
I use to hate you with all my love.
My life was broken, my spirit was crushed.
The day you decided he was worth more than us.
I use to hate you with all my love.
I use to cry at the thought of you without me.
I use to hurt with every memory of what I went through.
You were a toxin that burned my soul.
The marks you left there will never grow old.
I use to hate you with all my love.
I use to die a little each day remembering you and me that way.
I use to crawl through the boundaries of my skin, hating you more then I hated him.
You were the light that made my dark night bright.
The sound of your voice would release all my fright.
I use to hate you with all my love.
I use to crave your arms around me, telling me you’ll never leave.
I use to dream of a time, that you were here and your heart was mine.
The day he hurt me, I will never retrieve.
The light from my soul that he took I will forever grieve.
I use to hate you with all my love.
I use to hate him for taking me and you.
I use to run from my mind and every thought of you.
At my door angst awaits, on the steps it takes it’s shape.
I will not turn it away, I will let it in and I not be afraid.
I use to hate you with all my love.
I use to…
Now I love you with all and no hate.
Forgiveness is a beautiful thing.
I use to hate you with all my love.
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© A. C. A. (aka Aletheia Dasein)
*The picture in post does not belong to me, I don’t know the original artist or I would give credit. It’s lovely.